Dear Avie,
As I lie here in our bed remembering the days when you used to sleep next to me. You would snuggle your way towards me. Your arms are wrapped around my neck, your cold toes resting on my side.
We have spent many nights together cuddled up in this bed. I have spent many nights writing to you in this journal.
Can you hear me?
I want to be up there, singing and dancing with you in the sky.
I don’t want this to be real, the pain that I feel.
The joy and happiness has been stolen from beneath my feet
Now I wake up in this empty bed. Reaching out for you, but you’re not there.
All I want to do is wake up and be lying here next to you.
To just be able to wake up to where it is that you are.
Xoxo- Mommy
