Beach Sand Water

Dear Avie,

I woke up early this morning to come and sit outside, to take in the beautiful salty air for just one last time.

Its soo beautiful here. The waves are crashing onto the shoreline. Boats riding across the oceans waves.

You can hear the birds chirping, they are even happy to be here.

I am a little sad to be leaving this place, but at the same time I’m ready to go back home. Our home brings back a little sliver of you. Many of our memories together were made in our house.

I can picture you now, your walking around in your walker around the house with your big infectious smile.

You could always find a way to make me laugh, you alone made me soo very happy. I hope that one day I will be able to make myself just as happy as you had made me.

While sitting here I started to dream about you. All I do now is daydream of you.

You would have awakened every day of our trip saying “Beach, Sand, Water.”

Dear sweet baby girl mommy is missing you dearly.

Every day has become a struggle to move on with my life. This life now that I have to live without you.

You were taken away from us soo quickly.

You are no longer in our arms, but only now you are in our minds and in our memories.

Xoxo- Mommy