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DearAvie

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A Happy Life

Dear God, Why do bad things keep happening to me? There’s been plenty of good but the darkness keeps creeping back up on me. Weaseling its way under my skin. Consuming me from the inside out. Take away the bad thoughts. They are trying to control me. I can’t take all of this pain. The suffering. Tear jerking. All alone. The quietness of this empty theatre eats its way through me. Please gift me strength…

Battling Grief

Dear God, Help me get rid of the bitter taste. The sour fruit of death lingers. Taking my identity. Stripping me of my sanity. Testing my faith. Every day is spent battling grief. I need you more than ever. I am so very lost. Incomplete. I’ve been robbed of my happiness. Everything’s been taken from me. Deep cuts of pain radiate through me. Bleeding. My love is leaking. Bring me into your arms. Swallow me…

Me Too

Dear Me, Once upon a time you had a family. You were happily married. Living the American Dream. Your daughter passed away when she was two. Childless. Divorced. Me too. It’s a scary place out there. Don’t be afraid. I’m so proud of you. Smile you’ve made it. You needed to take chances in order to start living. The cost of losing it all is priceless. Even when you start to feel fulfilled continue to…

Forgiveness

Dear Me, The fresh sun touched air fills my lungs. My body’s been craving the sun. The light. The slightest fills me up. I’m sorry that I’ve been so out of touch. It’s all been a little too much. I have to forgive. Let go. Love. It’s the only way. I refuse to drown in the ground. I don’t blame you for not knowing how to comfort me during my deepest days of mourning. I…

The Hands Of Time

Dear God, I know you can hear my tears falling down my face, resting upon my lips. The sweet bitter taste. This has been my body’s way of trying to cleanse me of the pain. Help me rise above the rubble. Set me free. Banish my misery. There is no turning back the hands of time. I can’t press rewind. Help me move forward. Allow me to live everyday as if it were my very…

Healing Starts With Me

Dear Me, It is time to self-doubt yourself clean. Ridding yourself of unhealthy things. No longer living in a broken reality. You are stronger now. You’ve overcome the worst of things. Reinventing yourself. Loving. Living. Surviving. Clean breathing. Lungs. Heart. Fluttering. You have found a new love. The kind of love that keeps your heart beating. This life has so much more to offer you. Choices. The many choices. Soon you will see the truth.…

Tender Times

Dear Avie, The pain keeps me up at night. It’s hard for me to concentrate. Forgetful at times. How will I survive? This new life of mine. I have no idea who to turn to. If they only knew. Life’s still empty. I can’t feel you. Please show me a sign. Let me know that I’m doing alright. Tender times. I wish I could see your sweet face. Yearning for your warm embrace. Love poured…

Divine

Dear Me, Listen to the wind blow. The birds are chirping their sweet melody. Looking towards the sky. You can feel the love of the suns warm rays. Todays the day that you will no longer be afraid. Let go of anxiety. The pain. The rage. Stay calm. Collective. There’s beauty within your pain. This is your life. Your future. This is not a game. Don’t get stuck within the darkness of your world. Ground…

How Much Can One Person Take?

Dear Me, You woke to the silence of your room. There’s nobody next to you. You can’t sleep when everything’s been stolen from you. Trembling dreams. One eye open at all times. There’s too much at stake. How much can one person take? Fear grabs hold of you. Fight back. Release the new you. No more sorrow. No more pain. You will not let anxiety take your name. There’s a long journey ahead of you.…

We Will Meet Again Someday

Dear Avie, Time is flying by. I wish I could get away from life’s empty high. Fly me away into the sky. My baby girl. I need you next to me. Why do I feel so cold? Empty. Is there something wrong with me? I wish this was all a bad dream. My broken reality. Hold me. I’m fighting for my life. The sorrow. The agony. All of the pain. It’s making me lose my…