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Rachel Marney

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Forgiveness

The fresh sun touched air fills my lungs. My body’s been craving the sun. The light. The slightest fills me up. I’m sorry that I’ve been so out of touch. It’s all been a little too much. I have to forgive. Let go. Love. It’s the only way. I refuse to drown in the ground. I don’t blame you for not knowing how to comfort me during my deepest days of mourning. I know it’s…

The Hands Of Time

Dear God, I know you can hear my tears falling down my face, resting upon my lips. The sweet bitter taste. This has been my body’s way of trying to cleanse me of the pain. Help me rise above the rubble. Set me free. Banish my misery. There is no turning back the hands of time. I can’t press rewind. Help me move forward. Allow me to live everyday as if it were my very…

Healing Starts With Me

Dear Me, It is time to self-doubt yourself clean. Ridding yourself of unhealthy things. No longer living in a broken reality. You are stronger now. You’ve overcome the worst of things. Reinventing yourself. Loving. Living. Surviving. Clean breathing. Lungs. Heart. Fluttering. You have found a new love. The kind of love that keeps your heart beating. This life has so much more to offer you. Choices. The many choices. Soon you will see the truth.…

Tender Times

Dear Avie, The pain keeps me up at night. It’s hard for me to concentrate. Forgetful at times. How will I survive? This new life of mine. I have no idea who to turn to. If they only knew. Life’s still empty. I can’t feel you. Please show me a sign. Let me know that I’m doing alright. Tender times. I wish I could see your sweet face. Yearning for your warm embrace. Love poured…

Divine

Dear Me, Listen to the wind blow. The birds are chirping their sweet melody. Looking towards the sky. You can feel the love of the suns warm rays. Todays the day that you will no longer be afraid. Let go of anxiety. The pain. The rage. Stay calm. Collective. There’s beauty within your pain. This is your life. Your future. This is not a game. Don’t get stuck within the darkness of your world. Ground…

How Much Can One Person Take?

Dear Me, You woke to the silence of your room. There’s nobody next to you. You can’t sleep when everything’s been stolen from you. Trembling dreams. One eye open at all times. There’s too much at stake. How much can one person take? Fear grabs hold of you. Fight back. Release the new you. No more sorrow. No more pain. You will not let anxiety take your name. There’s a long journey ahead of you.…

We Will Meet Again Someday

Dear Avie, Time is flying by. I wish I could get away from life’s empty high. Fly me away into the sky. My baby girl. I need you next to me. Why do I feel so cold? Empty. Is there something wrong with me? I wish this was all a bad dream. My broken reality. Hold me. I’m fighting for my life. The sorrow. The agony. All of the pain. It’s making me lose my…

Pinned To The Shallow End

Dear Me, You are getting nowhere way too fast. Life’s broken promises left you bleeding out. The numbness pain of your open wounds. You’ve been pinned to the shallow end. Scared of the open water. Afraid of not being able to swim. The pain devours you. I know it’s hard. You will make it. You’re going to be ok. Close your eyes. Trust your instincts. Have faith. I know you can swim. Take a chance.…

Body Snatching Heartache

Dear Me, Death took her life. Your only child. Pure of heart. Your baby. Sweet Avie. You should have never had to tell her goodbye. Spilling the tears that you’ve cried. Singing the last lullaby. Fates collide. A body snatching heartache. Xoxo- Me

This Life Isn’t Your Last

Dear Me, You aren’t afraid to grow old. Growing old just means you’ve survived another day. Another year. You refuse to conform to society’s ways. Don’t let yourself slip away. There’s not much life left. You’re not ready to say goodbye. The days are going by too quickly. Live your life as if tomorrow was your last. Without the past there is no future. You have lived many lives. This life isn’t your last. Xoxo-…